a long, tumultuous journey

this last month has been pretty suck.

i realized im dead broke. and that i have to spend the summer not at home.

finals week kicked my ass, but in hindsight, maybe if i had done any of my work during the semester... yeah. ill get on that for next year. ha!

my little brother got married and i couldnt go.

i forgot to do the important things like meet deadlines. there goes that procrastinating again...

a few good things: one of my very good friends came in from New York to visit. the semester is finally over! and, well, they are finally digging the pool at my apartments (and the one on campus is open next week). i got to see some other good friends this weekend. and a ton of my bitches graduated friday.

im attempting a new venture in the morning, no details will be released until a decision is made... aka: ill let you know more later...

oh, and im getting a new roommate in the fall! i love her and she is the best. i just hope i dont corrupt her in my evil ways. haha!!

i reached the first milestone on the beer tour: i got a deck of cards. needless to say, it was well worth it!

the summer is upon us, i guess it officially started wednesday night for me though.

i hope to be more regular in my posting as i wont have school to "distract" me. ha! school... distract me... haha!

and to eight belles and all of the wonderful, beautiful animals who we lose after a big win, may you rest in peace and come back to us in another life.

Jess is a Mess

im jess. everyone, coincidently, calls me a mess. i guess im just that goofy that everyone thinks of me the same way. and its convenient that its a lot like my name, jess...

im not that much of a mess though. im a pretty neat person, i like to keep a clean house and all. but i guess my life could be a little less messy. i mean, im not into illicit activities or anything, i just like to procrastinate and, well, put forth as little effort as i can get away with a lot of the time. well, that is when i dont really want to.

like school. im over school. im pretty sure that mindset has been in place since the fourth grade when i didnt want to do my spelling homework on days i had my gifted class. if i ever had to go back to my regular class and the teacher asked where it was, i always said it was in the other class. she knew i was full of shit.

and work. i love my job. but i also love sitting on my ass. i work at a rock climbing wall. my boss says we are really there to supervise, not necessarily do anything, and im gonna go ahead and go with that one. i love to just sit there and watch people climb and be fools. dont get me wrong, i like climbing too, im just not always in the mood.

as for my extracurriculars. well, i do most of what im supposed to on that front. i have a huge stack of paperwork due tuesday, and its pretty much done. i just have to finish it... like i said, pretty much...

oh well. im sure there are plenty of other constructive things i could be doing other than creating a new blog, but ive been planning on doing this for a little while now. see, always procrastinating...